The Fight Inside My Head
I’ve written before about my anxiety. The nasty monster that creeps into my life more often than I would like, during good or bad times, and ravages the way I think and act. I’m on meds for it. I’ve...
View ArticleLose Yourself
____ You can hang on to dreams. You can bring up the past, the future or the what ifs of times gone wrong. You can sign up to an ideology, pray and protest for a better world that your lizard mind...
View ArticleA Much Needed Rest
Its been almost two months since my last post. I just couldn’t think of anything to say, which in some cases is a good thing. Sometimes, you just need to break from things for a while, step back and...
View ArticleReturn
Guess I needed a longer rest than I thought. Sometimes, you just need to step back and look at everything, one piece at a time. Sometimes, you need to just be a lazy fuck and let the world vanish to...
View ArticleIf I Had A Heart (The Itch)
___ This will never end ‘Cause I want more More, give me more Give me more ___ You feel that itch. It can start on the skin, or just under, and it spreads. Arms, legs, hands, feet, fingers, nails; all...
View ArticleBelieve Beyond the Pattern
Its never strange how life goes. Not when you look at your past, or the past of others, and find the patterns of why the same things happen over and over. Why can’t I find the right girl? Why do I...
View ArticleYou’re All Cunts
To my ex wife To my ex girlfriends To my current girl You’re all cunts. To the 2nd AC who spent the afternoon watching the World Cup To the 1st AC who let him do it To the perks of rank You’re all...
View ArticleNever Stop Trying to Be A Better Man…
…because you’ll eventually make it to place few have been before. It takes time, its takes money, it takes scars and hate and the worst parts of you, but then you shed it all in an instant and find the...
View ArticleWalk the Line
___ The veins begin to grow on my neck, blood pumping through every tube at high speed. My skin burns and your eyes widen. Everything comes to a slow crawl, there is nothing left inside but the fire...
View ArticleRamble On / Battle Cry
___ I was signing in to Soundcloud from my phone to listen to The Christian McQueen Show (props to Christian and Dagonet, its funny as fuck and has great content). I pressed on the profile button, not...
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